Go Stevie Go...

Steven Gerrard, The Heart In Liverpool. Gerrard Is A Legend For All Football Suporters, The captain of Reds. Get well soon Stevie, Red Brigade needs you...

You'll never walk alone...

When you walk through a storm
Keep your chin up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At he end of the storm
Is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark.

Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on
With hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never walk alone.

Go, Go, Go, Go.. Reds.. Go...

3 Idiots...

So finally the official trailer for 3 idiots has been released, It is one of the most awaited movies of this year. The buzz created by the movie being associated with the FPS is gonna raise the expectations a lot. I hope it does not crash down on BO as others, Have a look at the trailer...

Happy Diwali...

I am traveling to mathura now at my brother's place. He hasnt got leaves so this year we will be celebrating deepawali there.
This one particular festival is special for me, I am always fascinated towards the fireworks as well as I have some special memories attached with it too.
Signing out for few days.
Happy diwali in advance.

Long vacation after long

After coming to Mumbai (Ex-Bombay) its first time I am going on such a long vacation, 9th to 19th oct. Although I am travelling very frequently these days, but those were very hectic and eventful. Hope this to be calm and relaxing break, but already feel it wont be the case. Anyways looking ahead for great time.

PS: First time updating my blog from my mobile.

Golden week of the year... :-) Continued...

Day 6: (1st Oct, 2009) continued...

• took 5:25 PM flight from Mumbai to Delhi.
• reached delhi at 7:30 PM 10 mins earlier than scheduled time
• took prepaid taxi to reach InterState bus stand (Saray Kaale khan)
• Took UP-SRTC Bus (after a long time travelled in non AC bus that to SRTC)
• One villager told conductor not to sit on front seat because of engine's heat and in lack of any other space sat on the floor at backside.
• seen some fight over the sharing of window glass
• Enjoyed the cool breeze (obviously after coming out of Delhi border)
• Bus was checked at UP Border, the fatty policeman told everyone to get down and get their luggage checked, some of the fellow pessanger revoked against him to come and do the checking inside bus, they told that they are from CISF (nobody asked for ID Cards) the policeman told that I will not let the bus to go without checking, some 2-3 person got their baggage checked and then the bus was allowed to go as the EGO of everyone got satisfied.
• I saw one MPSRTC Bus, Delhi Gwalior Shatabdi Express from Gwalior Depo in a very good condition (MP people will know how much this means).
• Reached mathura around 1:30 AM, had Garma garam Aloo ki tikki and rotis made by bhabhi.
• Slept at around 2:30 AM.

Day 7: (2nd Oct, 2009)

• Woke up at 7:30 AM,
• Had to book tatkal tickets for 4th Oct return.
• IRCTC servers died within first 5 mins, after that they tried to show some signs of life in them, but at the most crucial point (payment) their heart sink again. No success till 9 O'clock.
• I was trying from home and my Bro from his Refinary office.
• Seat were filling with great speed, at 9 O'clock decided to go to station, 10 seats were still there in August Kranti Rajdhani Express.
• Reached station in 8 mins, but to my disappointment the queue was very long, about 8-10 people in front of me.
• Meanwhile called bhaiya he told that he has succeeded in clicking on the payment button and waiting for the result :-P. Parallely checked availability on Indian railways site which showed waiting 15, Now we were waiting which WL I had got :-(
• the transaction was successful, IRcTC showed congratulation message but not the WL number it again went down. then it was decided that I will come back home, when we got to know the exact thing it was WL 9 in 3A Tatkal quota. Hoped to get it confirmed otherwise fly back to delhi.
• After that it was time to have some shopping for white wash at my bro's home.
• when my Bro came back from office, bhabhi made chhole bhaturas for the lunch, so indeed it was a treat.
• in the evening went to my Bro's collegue's home had Cold-Drink then samosa then Tea over it :-)
• In the night went to Highway Plaza (mall on Delhi Agra Highway) did some shopping, had dinner in Pizza hut.
• came back and slept around 12.

Day 8: (3rd Oct, 2009)

• Woke up at 7 AM.
• checked my PNR Status WL reduced to 4, hope for confirmation increased.
• left at 8 AM for Faridabad.
• I drove i-10 on Agra Delhi Highway, it was after very long time that I was having a long drive. The highway is very good in condition and I enjoyed driving on it. I was feeling great to drive after long break at the speed of 100+.
• Reached faridabad around 11 AM.
• Did some shopping, then went to watch movie "Wake up Sid" I liked the movie, its definitely a one-time watch movie.
• Went to Haldiram's (very big food joint not the normal Haldiram's), had dinner there.
• Meanwhile my GPRS setting automatically got enabled and I was able to access net on my mobile. I tried a lot here in Mumbai but somehow the settings were not getting properly done. I thought it might be working here in this area. (I verified it is working now in Mumbai too).
• After coming back home, we played cards, bahbhi's cousin also came alongwith us from delhi.
• Played till 1 O'clock, also watched NZ thrashing Pak.

Day 9: (4th Oct, 2009)

• woke up at 8 AM.
• checked my PNR Status WL reduced to 1. :-)
• Painters came at home, made the rooms empty for white wash, the painters were novice, they did not know how to put emulsions. Asked us to bring thinner to make it dilute instead of water. started painting finally.
• Had Bedai (Mathura special) in breakfast.
• Sat outside in the open verandah, enjoyed rain, some peacocks came in the garden and danced there (They come daily there).
• My ticket got confirmed, had sigh of relief.
• Had daal baati in lunch made by bhabhi.
• boarded train at 5:30 PM.
• After several years had game of Saanp-Seedi and Ludo with fellow pessengers (aged 19, 26 and 54).
• Played till 12 O'clock, one of them had his Birthday on 5th, wished him.
• slept around 12:30.

Day 10: (5th Oct, 2009)

• Put alarm for 8:30 as the scheduled arrival time is 9:30. Around 7 O'clock a mobile rang up at its full volume with the irritating ringtone of lady speaking "hello... Hello.. pick up the phone" continously. Somehow it got silent and went back to sleep.
• woke up at 8:30.
• around 8:45 TC has come to ask about a mobile left in our compartment by someone, the story unfolded as one person got down at Surat and forgot his mobile in the train (the same ringing one). One person told that he has handed it over to a person sitting nearby our seats. but No-one recognized him. The drama continued till Borivalli, RPF people have been summoned on Borivali station for the checking, meanwhile the thief has got afraid or somewhat as the announcement has been made through the PR system in whole train about the mobile theft and RPF in our coach. Finally the mobile was retrieved back.
• got down at borivali station amid heavy rainfall. came back to my home around 10:30 and got ready to come to office.

This is how I spent the golden week of the year..
looking forward for next few days.. going home from 9th to 19th for diwali vacations...

Golden week of the year... :-)

Last week was considered as the golden week of the year, two long weekends back to back and only 3 working days week. I too enjoyed it completely... Here is what I did in all those days...

Day 1: (26th Sep, 2009, Friday)

• Woke up at 11 AM,
• went to purchase snacks for breakfast i.e. samosa, kachori, Lassi.
• Also purchased potatoes,
• around 2 PM started making Aloo paranthas, made till 3 PM.
• had lunch around 3:30 PM,
• took a nap around 4:00 PM
• after that watched Indo-Pak match till 2 AM.

Day 2: (27th Sep, 2009, Saturday)

• Again woke up at 11 AM.
• made sandwiches for breakfast, till 12:30
• then we started cleaning our house,
• cleaned all the wardrobes, removed all the clothes, sprayed anti-termite, put new papers
• Then again put back all the stuff..
• time was around 3-3:30
• ordered pizza for lunch, it came around 4-4:15
• Ate it and then did some time-pass..
• in evening went to roam around to a park nearby..
• Durga utsav was also there so went there too..
• watched matches and then some movie, slept around 1:30 or 2

Day 3: (28th Sep, 2009)

• woke up at 11:30 AM
• made poha and halwa for breakfast
• did some time-pass, netting chatting..
• went to IIT Bombay around 1:30 my cousin is there..
• played pool from 2 to 5:30 non-stop
• came back home,
• wasted time in India Aus match...
• chit-chat here n there.
• slept at 12 or so..

Day 4: (29th Sep, 2009)

• woke up at 4:30
• went to Borivali.
• picked up My friend and dropped her to airport (7:30 flight)
• came back around 650 ...
• slept again for an hour or so..
• woke up came to office...
• In evening did some time-pass after going back to home..
• my roomie Saurabh came back after his GRE
• talked to him for a while..
• started chatting
• read books till around 2 AM.
• slept

Day 5: (30th Sep, 2009)

• woke up at 8:30
• came to office
• went for company meeting to Tunga Regale around 12
• came back around 3 O'clock
• did some routine office work.
• Went to home around 6:30
• watched Aus-Pak thrilling match.
• Slept around 11:30

Day 6: (1st Oct, 2009)

• woke up at 7:30
• did some packing.
• started for office around 9:30 AM.
• Waited for auto for 15-20 minutes.
• Got a new issue assigned to me that too with high priority.
• Tried to resolve the issue...
• Problem did not seem to be from my side.. :-)
• Delegated it back to my manager for further discussion ..
• started at 3:45 PM for Airport
• Had to catch flight at 4:20 PM for Delhi...

To be continued... :-)

My fear...

Its very difficult to express yourself when there is a fear. And mostly they are bound to happen together only.

I always wonder, why I am not able to fully express how I feel, even to my loved ones. There can be two possibilities, first, I love them and do not want to hurt then. Second, I think I am not strong enough to face rejection. But there might be another reasons. I don't feel safe. I am afraid of being misunderstood. I fear of getting ignored. And whatever the reason is, it hurts. But what hurts the most it keeping it all to myself. But it is not easy to let things go, is it??

I love: Life

I am thinking about: relationships; how complex they are.
I want: to get wet in the drizzle.
I wish: I could say what I want to whom I want.
I wonder: If I could ever be my old self?
I regret: hiding my feelings at many occasions.
I can't: hate anyone.
I am: exhausted.
I dance: on my own tune.
I sing: when I am in mood.
I need: a peaceful vacation with like old times.
I cry: less often now.
I make: others pissed off.
I write: mostly when I am upset.
I confuse: one who try to be oversmart.
I miss: Myself and I.
I try: to think a lil less.
I know: I am a nice person. :-)
I will: always be my favourite

Don't Sweat the Small Stuff--and it's all small stuff...

This weekend I have been to my hometown. I left on thursday evening directly from office. I forgot to bring any book or novel to pass the time while travelling. But I can say that I was fortunate enough, One of my colleague passed on one audio book to me. "Don't Sweat the Small Stuff--and it's all small stuff" by Richard Carlson.

It provides thoughtful and practical advice for those of us who take life too seriously. His wit and wisdom leave no stone unturned, touching upon everything from friendship, sex, and marriage to children, aging, and stress.

I recommend all of you to go through this audio book. This can be downloaded from here.

Name place thing etc....

Its been a while I have been tagged or I did one... here is one... I now tag Abhishek Nahar, Abhishek Singh, Abha, Purva, Apeksha to do the same, If they do not own blog put your replies as comment :-P

Lets talk about the rules first :
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real .... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

And now the tag:
1. What is your name: Saurabh
2. A four Letter Word: Soft
3. A boy's Name: Shreyans
4. A girl's Name: Surabhi
5. An occupation: Soldier
6. A colour: Silver
7. Something you wear: Shoes
8. A food: samosa
9. Something found in the bathroom: Soap
10. A place: Switzerland
11. A reason for being late: Sleeping
12. Something you shout: Shut up
13. A movie title: Saathiya
14. Something you drink: Sprite
15. A musical group: Shankar Ehsaan Loy
16. An animal: Snake
17. A street name: S. V. Patel Road
18. A type of car: Swift Dzire
19. Something scary: Shark
20. Ice cream flavour: Strawberry

सिर्फ़ तुम...

वो चंद लम्हे,
थे इतने हसीन...
अपनी किस्मत पर,
मुझे ना हुआ यकीन...

कौन जाने था वो ख्वाब,
या मेरे प्यार का जवाब...
तुम थे साथ मेरे,
बन कर मेरा आफताब...

हर पल कर रहे शरारत,
चेहरे पर लिए हुए नज़ाकत...
हमेशा करना फिर मेरी हिफ़ाज़त,
और मान जाना हर बात...

इतना ही बस माँगू मै,
ऐ खुदा दे दे मुझे,
उस हसीन परी का साथ,
जिसे चाहूँ मै दिन रात...

द्वारा - सौरभ बजाज

अज्ज दिन चढ़ेया,तेरे रंग वरगा...

Beautiful song from Love Aaj Kal...

अज्ज दिन चढ़ेया,तेरे रंग वरगा
अज्ज दिन चढ़ेया,तेरे रंग वरगा

फूल सा है खिला आज दिन,रब्बा मेरे दिन यह ना ढले,
वो जो मुझे ख्वाब में मिले,उसे तू लगा दे अब गले
तेनू दिल दा वास्ता

रब्बा आया दर दे यार दे,सारा जहाँ छोड़ छाड़ के
मेरे सपने सँवार दे,तेंनु दिल दा वास्ता

अज्ज दिन चढ़ेया,तेरे रंग वरगा

बक्शा गुनाहों को, सुन के दुआऑं को
रब्बा प्यार है, तूने सब को ही दे दिया
मेरी भी आहों को, सुन ले दुआऑ को
मुझको वो दिला, मैंने जिसको है दिल दिया

आस वो, प्यास वो, उसको दे इतना बता
वो जो मुझे देख के हंसे, पाना चाहूँ रात दिन जिसे
रब्बा मेरे नाम कर उसे, तेनू दिल दा वास्ता

अज्ज दिन चढ़ेया,तेरे रंग वरगा

मांगा जो मेरा है, जाता क्या तेरा है
मैंने कौन सी तुझसे जन्नत मांग ली
कैसा खुदा है तू, बस नाम का है तू
रब्बा जो तेरी, इतनी सी भी ना चली

चाहिये जो मुझे कर दे तू मुझको अता
जीती रहे सल्तनत तेरी, जीती रहे आशिकी मेरी
दे दे मुझे ज़िन्दगी मेरी, तेनू दिल दा वास्ता

रब्बा मेरे दिन ये ना ढले, वो जो मुझे ख्वाब में मिले
उसे तू लगा दे अब गले, तेनू दिल दा वास्ता
रब्बा आया दर पे यार के, सारा जहान छोड़ छाड़ के
मेरे सपने सँवार दे, तेनु दिल दा वास्ता

kis qadar jald badal jaate hain insaan jaana

ab ke tajdeed-e-wafa ka nahi imkaan jaana
yaad kya tujhko dilaayein tera paimaan jaana

[tajdeed-e-wafa=renewal of faith; imkaan=possibility; paimaan=oath]

yunhi mausam ki adaa dekh ke yaad aaya
kis qadar jald badal jaate hain insaan jaana

dil ye kehta hai ki shayad ho fasurdaa tu bhi
dil ki kya baat karein dil to hai naadaan jaana

[fasurdaa=sad]

hosh aaya to sabhi khwaab the reza reza
jaise udte hue auraaq-e-pareshaan jaana

[reza=piece; auraaq-e-pareshaan=torn pages]

-Ahmed Faraz

PS: image by Tom Hilton

Tune Jo Na Kaha..

New song from movie NEWYORK... Dedicated to You... No video this time so that you can read the lyrics carefully.. :-)

hmm hmm.. hmm hmm
hmm hmm.. hmm hmm
tune jo na kaha
main wo sunta raha
khaamkha bewajah
khwaab bunta raha

hmm hmm.. hmm hmm
hmm hmm.. hmm hmm
tune jo na kaha
main wo sunta raha
khaamkha bewajah
khwaab bunta raha

jaane kis ki hamein
lag gayi hai nazar
is shehar mein na
apna thikana raha

door chaahat se main
apni chalta raha
khaamkha bewajah
khwaab bunta raha

gar wo pehle se hai zyaada
khud se phir ye kiya vaada
khamosh nazrein
rahe be zubaan
hmm hmm.. hmm hmm

baaton mein pehle si baatein hai
bolo to lab thartharate hai
raaz ye dil ka
na ho bayaan
ho gaya ke asar
koi hum pe nahi
hum safar mein to hai
humsafar hai nahi

door jaata raha
paas aata raha
khaamkha bewajah
khwaab bunta raha
hmm hmm.. hmm hmm

aaya wo phir nazar aise
baat chidne lagi phir se
aankho mein chubhta
kal ka dhuan
hmm hmm.. hmm hmm

haal tera na hum sa hai
kis khushi mein
kyun ghum sa hi
basne laga kyun
phir wo jahan

wo jahan door
jisse gaye the nikal
phir se yaadon ne
kar di hai jaise pehal

lamha beeta hua
dil dhukhaata raha
khaamkha bewajah
khwaab bunta raha

tune jo na kaha
main wo sunta raha
khaamkha bewajah
khwaab bunta raha

jaane kis ki humein
lag gayi hai nazar
is shehar mein na
apna thikana raha

door chaahat se main
apni chalta raha
bujh gayi aag thi
daag jalta raha

MP Tourism Ad...

New Ad for MP Tourism, I like the idea of the great display for all the beautiful places in MP. Proud of belonging to such a great state. No Flashy Superstars, no celebs....but still Madhya Pradesh seems so Calling... The Heart Of Incredible India...

Also See the english version of old Ad...

Take Me To Love...

Nice Song from movie Bride and Prejudice.



Show me the way
Take me to love
Things only heard now I want to feel
My soul caressed by silken breeze
Whisper secrets to listening trees
Show me that world
Take me to love
Show me the way
Take me to love
Come out, blue moon
I need a friend soon
To share what I feel, it's so rare
Shine down on me so I can see
The silver street that leads me to the place I want to be

A wish a dream
Magic go it does seem
Has time stood still just for me
It's saying that we're meant to be together forever one and other's destinys

Show me the way
Take me to love
Things only heard now I wanna see
Sun sets with glowing flowers
Nights live with story shows
Show them that world
Take me to love
Show me the way
Take me to love

Could we fly away
Lie on a cloud all day
Hold hands and get kissed by the sun
Shall we swim out deep
Watch dolphins leap
Like my heart would if you said I was the only one
Show me the way
Take me to love
Things only heard now I wanna be
Running through fields as the bird flies
Lost in the twilight of your eyes
Show me that world
Take me to love

Show them the way
Take them to love
Things only heard now they want to be
Two beings with one beating heart
For their whole lives not to part
Show them the way
Take them to love
ooooooooooh
La-la la-la la la-la-la
Show them the way
La.la la.la
La.la la.la.la
Take them to love
La.la la la.la.la
La.la la.la
La la.la.la
La.la la.la la la.la.la
yeah yeah yeahhhh la.la.la.
La.la.la.la.la.la.la.la.la.la.la.la.laoo ooooooohhhhhhhhhhh

Kya Main Zindaa Hoon...

Wanted to post original video but not able to find it...



Chal Rahi Hai Saanse Beh Rahaa Hai Lahoon
Chal Rahi Hai Saanse Beh Rahaa Hai Lahoon
Phir Bhi Kyun Nahi Lagtaa
Ke Main Zindaa Hoon
Ke Main Zindaa Hoon
Ke Main Zindaa Hoon
Ke Main Zindaa Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon

Seene Mein Hai Kyun Ye Jalan Rooh Tadapti Hai Kyun
Seene Mein Hai Kyun Ye Jalan Rooh Tadapti Hai Kyun
Dhadaktaa Dil Puchhataa Hai
Kya Main Zindaa Hoon
Kya Main Zindaa Hoon
Kya Main Zindaa Hoon
Kya Main Zindaa Hoon
Kya Main Zindaa Hoon
Kya Main Zindaa Hoon

Baaton Ki Khaamoshi Se Dost Ki Tanahaai Se
Bheed Mein Akelaa Hoon Kya Main Zindaa Hoon
Baaton Ki Khaamoshi Se Dost Ki Tanahaai Se
Bheed Mein Akelaa Hoon Kya Main Zindaa Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon

Ye Suni Andheri Bekaraari Jana Pehchaanaa Dhundhati Hai Kyun
Mitaa Huaa Naam-o-nishaan Puchhataa Hai
Kya Main Jinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon
Kya Main Zinda Hoon

I just called to say I love you

Nice song from Stevie Wonder - I just called to say I love you..




No New Year's Day to celebrate
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
No first of spring
No song to sing
In fact here's just another ordinary day

No April rain
No flowers bloom
No wedding Saturday within the month of June
But what it is, is something true
Made up of these three words that I must say to you

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

No summer's high
No warm July
No harvest moon to light one tender August night
No autumn breeze
No falling leaves
Not even time for birds to fly to southern skies

No Libra sun
No Halloween
No giving thanks to all the Christmas joy you bring
But what it is, though old so new
To fill your heart like no three words could ever do

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care, I do
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care, I do
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart, of my heart,
of my heart

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care, I do
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart, of my heart,
baby of my heart

I Am Blank...

Rann ...

The trailer of Ramgopal Verma's Rann shows the remix of Indian National Anthem. I think lot of people will criticize it but I think it reflects the mentality of current Indian citizen.

From the Heart...

Song lyrics from movie Notting Hill... Truly from the heart...

I know you've heard these words a hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love brook your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that's the honest truth

From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I'll be there
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart

I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying around
I'll walk with you through every storm
I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for

Way to success...

Feeling quite relaxed today. Last few days (or weeks) were very much frustrating and irritating for me as well as someone else. I feel like hell when I can see other people in so much pain and agony. I want to help them, I can stretch myself to any level to accomplish their tasks, their dreams, But sometimes I am caught in condition when I am unable to do anything. Its like the situation when you are willing to do something but you don't have means to go for it. Same type of phase I was going through. I can feel their pain, still I can't do anything to subdue it. I could have done only one thing just give them mental support (I know I faltered at some point, but that was my low dip). Today when I see their joyful face, I can feel relaxed. But I can only say its only their efforts and hardship that made them to reach at this destination in life. And I won't understand it any point of time who just get the Success based on the luck and very less struggle.

Full Moon Night...

In my recent trip to Guna, I was travelling in car and from the windshield of my car I saw this scene, which got pasted in my memory and I thought to draw it. After giving the shape to my imagination, I felt there are lots of details missing, So I tried my computer skills to do that. Here are both the versions of my latest sketch.

Meri Hasi..

Ham to unme se hai jo aapki har bat par has de ..
Aap kuch bolo to has de..
Aap haso to sath dene k liye has de..
Na haso to aapko hasane k liye has de..
Sath chalo to apni kismat par has de..
Door raho to dard chhupane k liye has de..
Aur is hasi hasi k khel me...
Dusro ko behlaane main has de...

by - Saurabh Bajaj

You're Beautiful - James Blunt

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful, You're beautiful,
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yes, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful, You're beautiful,
You're beautiful, it's true,
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Most Cherishing Moment...

One of my fellow blogger tagged me to write about the most cherishing moment of my life. I searched through my life span and I found out that there are lots of cherishing moments, selecting MOST cherishing one was a bit difficult. But I got one moment that still thrills me with so much positive vibes and which always remains close to my heart. It obviously stand on the top of all others.
This moment occured after I got selected in Riverstone Networks, with the highest paid package to a graduate student in the state of MP through placement. After my this achievement, one of my family member hugged me and gently kissed on my forehead and said, "I am proud of you." These few words and the actions remain stamped in my mind and heart and will do forever. Even now whenever I think about that moment I feel somewhat special, I hope to carry on this legacy and make her proud in future as well.

Reliving old memories...

I have gone to Ujjain this long weekend, In the course of my journey I also visited Guna, my nanihal, after long time. It was a nice trip. After coming back to Ujjain I spent my 2 days meeting my old school and college pals. In my return journey I was accompanied by two of my schoolmates. It is always nice to talk about those moments that were spent with fun and laughter. Those were the days when we were free from the daily humdrum of life and we were most pure souls. The things we used to do are now source of enjoyment and smile on face. This discussion did not stop at that point only. After I returned to Mumbai, I was chatting with one of my other old pal and we discussed lots and lots of odd things, which we would not have discussed usually. And we both were laughing at our places and our colleagues came to ask "Is everything fine?" ;-). I really enjoyed all these days reliving old memories.

The Omens...

I promised to write the review for "Go Kiss the World", but eventually landed up in writing about "The Alchemist". Why so? Some of the recent events triggered this. We get lots of Omens in our life but we fail to read it. The God is fair enough with all of us to provide evidences in life for choosing between right and wrong. Its up-to our comprehension that how much we gain from it. Some people who gather this habit of analyzing the facts and acting based on the outcome are those who really find success and remain happy. I personally feel what happens in your day to day life has its own meaning, Sometimes you are stopped from doing something, sometimes pushed to do unwanted things. Its all part of play called life. What matters most is that you have to learn from these events for the future.

Dreams on fire...

Nice song from Slumdog Millionare

You are my waking dream
You're all thats real to me
You are the magic in the world i see

You are in the prayer i saying
You are in my two my names

You are the faith that make me belive
Dreams on fire
Higher n higher

Pasion burning
Ride on the path
Once for forever yours
In me
All your heart
Dreams on fire
Higher n higher


You are my ocean rage
You are my thought each day
you are the laughter from childhood games
You are things further down
You are where i belong

You are make me feel in every songs

Dreams on fire
Higher n higher
Pasion burning
Ride on the path
Once for forever yours
In me
All your heart
Dreams on fire
Higher n higher

Life's Personal Angels...

I was reading "Go Kiss the world" by Subroto Bagchi, In the end he summarized his life by providing his Life's Personal Angels. I am quoting some of them, One more post will be there on the same book with different learning.

Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist says "when the message arrives it is difficult to understand the context, far less its true meaning."

"When people make a choice, they also choose the consequences."

"Never think of retiring, When you get older, begin to reduce work. Work less, But do not give up work. We do not realize how lucky we are to be able to get up in the morning and go some place where work awaits us."

"Open your mind before you open your mouth."

In the journey called life, as we are engulfed in everyday grind, chasing our successes and trying to survive the failures, we constantly look back for golden formula. There is, in reality, no golden formula, just a set of lessons. Some are delivered to us by people whom we come in casual contact with, and as time goes by, we begin to understand that each one of us has personal angels - the people who live in our midst.

Kuch Kam Roshan...

Phool Mehke Nahi Kuch Gumsum Se Hai
Jaise Ruthe Hue Kuch Ye Tum Se Hai
Phool Mehke Nahi Kuch Gumsum Se Hai
Jaise Ruthe Hue Kuch Ye Tum Se Hai


Khooshbue Dhal Gayi Saath Tum Ab Jo Nahi
Kuch Kam Roshan Hain Roshni
Kuch Kam Geeli Hain Baarishein
Kuch Kam Lehrati Hai Hawaa
Kuch Kam Hai Dil Mein Khwaahishein
Tham Sa Gaya Hai Ye Waqt Aise Tere Liye Hi Thehra Ho Jaise

I Missed It...

I headed for my hat-trick, it was almost achieved but I have lost it for some unavoided reasons and even I paid for it without having it. Better luck next time...

Its Century Mark...

Its my 100th blog post... So It has to be something different and special... Here it is....

मस्ती में मैं घूम रहा,
जीवन सुरभित आज लगे...
खुशी में मैं झूम रहा,
हर सुर तरंगित साज़ लगे...
ज़िंदगी के हर एक पल में,
मन मेरा झंकार उठे...
और
कहता है ये दिल मेरा,
ऐसे अवसर पर क्यों ना
हम तुम नाच उठे...

~~द्वारा - सौरभ बजाज ~~

Disclaimer - This is not written for this event, It was written earlier in my more happier times...

Happiness to others...

Read my header line, I want to give happiness to others. Someone asked me, What is better - Giving happiness to other by representing yourself as a fool or giving happiness to others by giving them the support even when you know you yourself are lacking the support. I feel both ways its best if you are doing it for someone whom you want to see happy forever.

Trade of emotions...

If ever the pleasure of one has to be bought by the pain of the other, there better be no trade at all. A trade by which one gains and other loses is a fraud.

Rehna Tu...

I am falling in love with this song more and more when I hear this and I am living it...

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Thoda sa dard tu
Thoda Sukun

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Dheema Dheema jhonka
Ya phir junoon
Thoda sa reshma
Tu humdam
Thoda sa khurdura
Kabhi daud jaye
Ya lad jaye
Ya khushboo se bhara

Tujhe badalna na chahoon
Rati bhar bhi sanam
Bina sajawat milawat
Na jyaada na hi kaam

Tuhje chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe teree barish mein beegna hai ghuljana hai
Tujhe chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe tere lapat mein jalna rakh ho jana hai

Tu zakham de agar
Marham bhi aakar tu lagaaye

Zakham mein bhi mujhko pyaar aaye

Dariya o dariya
Doopne de mujhe dariya
Doopne de mujhe dariya

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Thoda sa dard tu
Thoda Sukun

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Dheema Dheema jhonka
Ya phir junoon


Haath tham chalna hi
To dono ke daye haath sang kaise
Haath tham chalna hi
To dono ke daye haath sang kaise

Ek daaya hoga ek baaiya hoga
Tham le haath yeh thaam le
Chalna hai sang tham le

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Thoda sa dard tu
Thoda Sukun

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Dheema Dheema jhonka
Ya phir junoon


Thoda sa reshma
Tu humdam
Thoda sa khurdura
Kabhi daud jaye
Ya lad jaye
Ya khushboo se bhara

Tujhe badalna na chahoon
Rati bhar bhi sanam
Bina sajawat milawat
Na jyaada na hi kaam


Tuhje chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe teri barish mein beegna hai ghuljana hai
Tujhe chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe teri lapat mein jalna rakh ho jana hai

Ways of living...

Acchi Zindagi Guzarne ke 2 tarike hai,

Jo pasand hai use hasil kar lo

Ya fir

Jo hasil hai use pasand kar lo...

My priority in life will always be with the first option...

The Dream Movie...

Not able to shrink this flash :( Right click and select play to start.


courtesy : www.balancedliving.com

Sixth Sense Technology..

New sixth sense technology, I would really like to buy it. Pranav Mistry is IIT-B Alumni.

Meri Fehrist (My Wishlist)...

Har kisi me khojta raha
tujhse doori ka paryaay,
aur yoon ye fehrist,
itni lambi ho gayi.

by ~ Saurabh Bajaj

Thinking Mantra...

Francisco to Hank,

Any refusal to recognize reality, for any reason whatever, has disastrous consequences. There are no evil thoughts except one: Don't ignore your own desires. Don't sacrifice them. Examine their cause. There is a limit to how much you should have to bear.

Also said by Rene Descartes: I think; therefore I am.

So I feel thinking is that part of human behavior which motivates them for the success in future or at-least give them path for it.

Passion of Dance...

New sketches after long time....

Wo Chhote Chhote Sawal...

Kal raat radio sunte samay anchor ne ye bat kahi, aur mere blog par iska aana jaruri ho gaya tha...

Zindagi ke chhote chhote sawalo ke jawab hame nahi milte hai, Ye tabhi milte hai jab unke milne ka maksad pura ho, isliye unke bare me soch kar pareshan nahi hona. Par haan, unhe bilkul darkinaar bhi nahi karna, nahi to hum jeevan me aur samajhdar, aur anubhavi nahi ho payenge...

I Like it....

Love - the best feeling...

"All my life I had the option of choosing love or hate. I chose love so here I am." - A R Rahman.

Love is truly a feeling that bonds two different personalities. A true love can lead you life to the level which is impossible otherwise. You can find love in many forms, many a times untold love will be there for you, which you can see, can feel but dont want to acknowledge. The most prominent of these love is your family's, You will find them shouting at you, being angry with you, but you also know that at any point of time, they are the biggest strength and support or you. Their love can be seen in the moments even when they are not talking to you. The love should be felt not to be forced. In companionship the love is a binding force. For some it is so obvious that they dont have to exercise much but sometimes it is untold and has to be felt. I feel love should be spread all over the world to bring it to the peace. I remember one hindi song from Badhai ho Badhai:

Koshish To Koyi Karke Dekhe
Sapne Sachche Bhi Hote Hai
Duniya Koyi Itni Buri Nahin
Yahan Log Achche Bhi Hote Hai
Bechain Yeh Karaar Hai To Sab Kuch Hai
Yeh Karaar Nahin To Kuch Bhi Nahin
Teri Zindagi Mein Pyaar Hai To Sab Kuch Hai
Jo Pyaar Nahin To Kuch Bhi Nahin
Pyaar Pyaar Pyaar Baatate Chalo Pyaar
Pyaar Pyaar Pyaar Baatate Chalo Pyaar

Complete songs lyrics at part-1, part-2, part-3.

Random Thoughts...

Last few days I have been thinking about my career, Yeah I know I have recently changed my job, which is also very good and promising. Then what is that thing which is troubling me. The insecurity of our profession? The alarming fear like case of Satyam? or something else? I don't know. I did lot of brainstorming and I am still far away from the conclusion. In words of my dear friend "I got that much of intelligence that I am not able to keep it concentrated on a single work." Even I feel sometimes that I have not done justice with myself, I could have done more better. But bygones are bygones.
Also in last few days I have become somewhat irritating and angry person. I am losing my cool & calm composure [may be the mumbai heat is the culprit ;-) ].
My frequency of writing blogs reduced after coming to Mumbai, I thought its because I don't have net connection at home, which is not allowing me to do it so. But No, the reason seems to be something else. In last few weeks I have been busy with lot of things, one of them being my favourite pastime [;-)], My Inner thoughts. I have habit of wandering in my thinking. I assume presume so many things that even at sometimes I get confused why this? why that? Sometimes I start thinking way apart from my original thought Then I do a funny thing of back traversing my thoughts how I reached here [:P]. While writing this stuff I started thinking that how many people read it and think it is writen based on them [;-)]. Yes I am confused with this thing also, I am holding different images for different people way different from my original nature. I like to be what I am, a straight-forward person, with little little milestones in life. No big ambitions. Taking everyone in my own stride (over powering in words of other) to serve the basic course of friendship and relationship, I know I am being hated for this.

After writing so many things I dont know what I am trying to do, the thoughts are so much jumbled, those are trying to come out but not able to give them words or shape.
Apologize to all my visitors for this junk post.

My Itinerary...

So finally the time has come, After I reached mumbai I was looking for time for myself. Every weekend I spent in settling down the things of transition. Now, I am going for a long weekend. Although this is also going to be very hectic one but It is on my conditions :-).

Tonight my friend is coming from US, so I will be going to airport to meet him. We will be meeting after almost 2 years, Will spend some time with him, then will come back to my cousin's flat. Tomorrow i.e. 14th morning I have to catch flight in morning for Cochin. Will spend whole day there. In night I will fly back to Mumbai, reaching late night. On 15th early morning at 6:25 I will catch my flight to Indore. After that I will head for my hometown Ujjain. I am going Ujjain after 3.5 months, a long time for me. will spend 1 and half day there, then on 16th evening I will go to my friend's wedding. So, I will meet my old gang of friends there, will do lot of masti, lot of GECU-wada. On 17th evening I will catch train for Mumbai and will reach on 18th Morning...

A bit hectic schedule but lot of things to enjoy and meeting up with lot of people...

Experiences after the visit .. :-)

Know about yourself...

For long time, I was trying to find about myself. I always thought that who can know me better than myself. But I was wrong, there is one lady, Linda Goodman, who knows me better than me and I can bet that it will be applicable for you also. So in order to know about yourself please go through this link LINDA GOODMAN'S SUN SIGNS

My Sixth Sense...

I don't know why I am writing this, but yes I am forced to pen it down. I always tell to people about my intuitions and sixth sense. Some of them believe, some don't. After my decision to move on, I got lot of criticism why to take risk at this point of time and blah blah. I got very strong feel of global meltdown affecting me (Refer to my previous post, Struggle of Life) and now it seems to be true as a matter of fact when I recently heard that my previous company has announced 0% global hike this year. Even people are not getting rated there. It makes me feel good about MY decision (although there were certain other reasons also).

I don't know whether it is relevant here or not. Its upto others whether they think me a fool or a mad, but I strongly believe in my intuitions and I know most of them come true. Only the rare ones are those which I wanted very much to come true, but those were not pure intuitions they were desires (Refer to my previous post, Human Behavior).

Feared Until...

I
Feared UNTIL……!!!


I feared being alone Until
I learned to like Myself.
I feared failure Until
I realized that I only Fail when I don't try.
I feared success Until
I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.
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I feared people's opinions Until
I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection Until
I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain UntilI learned that it's necessary for growth
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I feared the truth Until
I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life Until
I experienced its beauty .
I feared death Until
I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.

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I feared my destiny, Until
I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate Until
I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love Until
it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
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I feared ridicule Until
I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old Until

I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future Until
I realized that Life just kept getting better.
I feared the past Until
I realized that It could no longer hurt me.
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I feared the dark Until
I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light Until
I learned that the Truth would give me Strength.
I feared change, Until
I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had
to undergo a Metamorphosis before it could fly.

Ghajal by Ghalib...

Zikr Us Pariivash Kaa, Aur Phiir Bayaan Apanaa
Ban Gayaa Raqiib Aakhiir Thaa Jo Raazadaan Apanaa

Zikr: Discussion, Remembrance, Memory, Mention
Pariivash: Fairy-Like, Beautiful, Angel
Bayaan: Account, Declare, Description, Explanation, Manifestation, Narration, Relate, State Statement, Tale
Raqiib: Rival, Competitor, Opponent, Enemy
Raazdaan: Friend, One Who Knows The Secret, One Who Shares The Secret

Mai Vo Kyon Bahut Piite Bazm-E-Gair Mein Yaarab
Aaj Hii Huaa Manzuur Un Ko Imtihaan Apanaa

Mai: Wine, Liquor
bazm-e-Gair: Assembly/meeting/gathering/party of rivals/strangers
Yaarab: O God (It Is Used As An Interjection)
Imtihaan: Examination, Experiment, Test, Trial, Proof

Manzar Ik Bulandii Par Aur Ham Banaa Sakate
Arsh Se Idhar Hotaa Kaash Ke Makaan Apanaa

Manzar: Aspect, Countenance, Landscape,Outlook, Sight, Scene View, Visage
Buland/Baland: Exalted, Great, High, Lofty, Loud, Sublime, Tall
Arsh: Roof, Canopy, Heaven, Highest Heaven, Seventh Heaven, Closest To God , Sky

De Vo Jis Qadar Zillat Ham Hansii Men Talenge
Baare Aashna Nikalaa Unakaa Paasabaan Apanaa

Qadar: Amount, Appreciation, Dignity, Honor, Magnitude, Merit, Quantity, Value, Worth
Zillat: Affront, Abasement, Abjectness,Abashment, Disgrace, Dishonor, Disrespect, Insult, Indignity
Taley: Underneath, Below, Beneath
Baare: At Last
Aashna: Aquaintance, Friend, Lover
Paasabaan: Gaurd, Keeper, Sentinel, Watchman

Dard-E-Dil Likhuun Kab Tak? Jaauun Un Ko Dikhalaa Duun
Ungaliyaan Figaar Apanii Khaamaakhuunchakaan Apanaa

Figaar: Afflicted, Confused, Sore, Injured, Wounded
Khaam: Crude, Green, Inexpert, Immature, Raw, Unripe, Vain
KhaamaKhuun: Young Blood
Chakaan: Dripping, Distilling

Ghiisate Ghiisate Mit Jaataa Aap Ne Abas Badalaa
Nang-E-Sajdaa Se Mere Sang-E-Aastaan Apanaa

Ghisa: Abrasion
Ghisa hua: Worn out
Abas: Futile, Profitless, Purposeless, Trifling, Idle, Indifferent, Unnecessary, Useless
Badal: Change, Equivalent, Exchange, Substitution
Nang: Obloquy, Shame
Sajda: Bow In Prayer, Touching The Forehead To The Ground, To Prostrate Oneself
Nang-e-sajdaa: Bow/prostrate in shame
Sang: Stone
Aastaan: Abode, Threshold
Sang-e-Aastaan: Home/Abode made of stone

Taa Kare Na Gamaazii, Kar Liyaa Hai Dushman Ko
Dost Kii Shikaayat Men Ham Ne Ham-Zabaan Apanaa

Taa: From…To, So That , Until, Up To
Ghamaaz: Informer
Shikaayat: Ailment, Complaint, Accusation, Illness
Ham-zabaan: Unanimous, Of The Same Language, Friend, Brethren

Ham Kahaan Ke Daanaa The Kis Hunar Men Yaktaa The
Besabab Huaa ‘Ghalib’ Dushman Aasmaan Apanaa

Daanaa: Judicious, Kernel, Learned, Wise
Hunar: Accomplishment, Art, Attainment, Knowledge, Skill, Talent
Yaktaa: Single, Unique, Matchless, Incomparable, Unequal
Sabab: Bring About, Cause, Occasion, Reason, Relationship
Be-sabab: Aimless , Without Cause, Without Reason
‘Ghalib’: A reference to the poet, Mirza Ghalib

Ref: Ek Fankaar

Transition from Bangalore to Mumbai...

Blogging down my thoughts after a long, was busy in shifting from bangalore to mumbai, searching accomodation, adjusting in new office environment, new surroundings. The period was though hectic but very nice one. I am really enjoying to be in Mumbai - 'The city of dreams'. People say its very fast life in Mumbai but I don't find much difference from Bangalore. Its like another Metro city, You just have to adjust yourself with the changing world.
Apart from that my office environment is very cool, All the colleagues are so enthusiastic not only for working but also for having fun and enjoying good times. In the first week of joining itself, I was part of two different parties. Its the best part of being in a small firm, your interaction with other people is very great and also the visibility to management (if wanna know about professional front).
I have come here with lot of dreams and ambitions, I will try my best to achieve those. For the people who know my new year resolution, Its going on but will take some time to be fully completed. Anyway its only the first month of the year, So I have lot of time to complete it.. :-)

Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na ...

Jaane Tu Meri Kya Hai, Jaane Main Tera Kya Tha
Saath Tere Har Pal, Saath Har Lamha Tha..
Jaane Kaisi Kasak Hai, Jaane Kaisi Tadap Hai
Kyun Ye Aakhe Nam Hai, Jaane Kaisaa.. Gham Hai..
Hai Dosti Humko Yakin To, Dosti Aur Kuch Bhi Nahi Tha
Par Kaise Tujh Ko Baate, Kyun Chubtay Hai Pairo Mine Kaate

Jaana Dil Jaana, Kaise Maine Na Jana
Ke Pyaar Yehi Hai, Ye Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na
Jaana Dil Jaana, Kaise Tune Na Jana
Ke Pyaar To Hai,Ye Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na
Jaane Tu Meri Kya Hai, Jaane Main Tera Kya Tha
Saath Tere Har Pal, Saath Har Lamha Tha..

Kyun Aise Chubti Hai Tujhse Doori, Kyun Laguti Hai Zindegi Youn Aadhuri
Chuwa Kisi Ne Tujhu Ko To Laga Ke, Dil Main Kisi Ne Jaise Aag Laga Ke...
Duniya Jalaa di Hai.. Meri

Jaane Tu Meri Kya Hai, Jaane Main Tera Kya Tha
Saath Tere Har Pal, Saath Har Lamha Tha..
Jaane Kaisi Kasak Hai, Jaane Kaisi Tadap Hai
Kyun Ye Aakhe Nam Hai, Jaane Kaisaa.. Gham Hai..

Jaana Dil Jaana, Kaise Maine Na Jana
Ke Pyaar Yehi Hai, Ye Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na..
Jaana Dil Jaana, Kaise Tune Na Jana
Ke Pyaar To Hai, Ye Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na

Poem for me ...

A poem written for me...

Ek bholi si surat he,
Ek bhola sa man he,
Koi dikhawa koi chalawa nahi he,
Seedhi si boli he,
Seedhi har baat he,
Chehare pe hasi he,
Ankhon me sachai,
Par iske peeche ek gehra dard he,
Jise dil ke ek kone me chupane ki koshish he,
Khud ko badalane ki koshish he,
Par us dard ke sath aage badane ki himmat he,
Sari duniyadari,
sab dekhawo se dur he,
Apni duniya me mashgul he,
Khud ki bas ek choti si duniya he,
Jisme bas pyar aur dosti he,
Koi bada sapna ya duniya ko jeetne ki chahat nahi he,
Bas pyar bantate chalne ki khwahish he,
Sabko khushiyan dekar apna dard kam karne ki koshish he,
Par nahi jante ye ki sabki inke dard ko mitane ki koshish he,
inhe khush dekhane ki khwahish he.