Golden week of the year... :-)

Last week was considered as the golden week of the year, two long weekends back to back and only 3 working days week. I too enjoyed it completely... Here is what I did in all those days...

Day 1: (26th Sep, 2009, Friday)

• Woke up at 11 AM,
• went to purchase snacks for breakfast i.e. samosa, kachori, Lassi.
• Also purchased potatoes,
• around 2 PM started making Aloo paranthas, made till 3 PM.
• had lunch around 3:30 PM,
• took a nap around 4:00 PM
• after that watched Indo-Pak match till 2 AM.

Day 2: (27th Sep, 2009, Saturday)

• Again woke up at 11 AM.
• made sandwiches for breakfast, till 12:30
• then we started cleaning our house,
• cleaned all the wardrobes, removed all the clothes, sprayed anti-termite, put new papers
• Then again put back all the stuff..
• time was around 3-3:30
• ordered pizza for lunch, it came around 4-4:15
• Ate it and then did some time-pass..
• in evening went to roam around to a park nearby..
• Durga utsav was also there so went there too..
• watched matches and then some movie, slept around 1:30 or 2

Day 3: (28th Sep, 2009)

• woke up at 11:30 AM
• made poha and halwa for breakfast
• did some time-pass, netting chatting..
• went to IIT Bombay around 1:30 my cousin is there..
• played pool from 2 to 5:30 non-stop
• came back home,
• wasted time in India Aus match...
• chit-chat here n there.
• slept at 12 or so..

Day 4: (29th Sep, 2009)

• woke up at 4:30
• went to Borivali.
• picked up My friend and dropped her to airport (7:30 flight)
• came back around 650 ...
• slept again for an hour or so..
• woke up came to office...
• In evening did some time-pass after going back to home..
• my roomie Saurabh came back after his GRE
• talked to him for a while..
• started chatting
• read books till around 2 AM.
• slept

Day 5: (30th Sep, 2009)

• woke up at 8:30
• came to office
• went for company meeting to Tunga Regale around 12
• came back around 3 O'clock
• did some routine office work.
• Went to home around 6:30
• watched Aus-Pak thrilling match.
• Slept around 11:30

Day 6: (1st Oct, 2009)

• woke up at 7:30
• did some packing.
• started for office around 9:30 AM.
• Waited for auto for 15-20 minutes.
• Got a new issue assigned to me that too with high priority.
• Tried to resolve the issue...
• Problem did not seem to be from my side.. :-)
• Delegated it back to my manager for further discussion ..
• started at 3:45 PM for Airport
• Had to catch flight at 4:20 PM for Delhi...

To be continued... :-)

My fear...

Its very difficult to express yourself when there is a fear. And mostly they are bound to happen together only.

I always wonder, why I am not able to fully express how I feel, even to my loved ones. There can be two possibilities, first, I love them and do not want to hurt then. Second, I think I am not strong enough to face rejection. But there might be another reasons. I don't feel safe. I am afraid of being misunderstood. I fear of getting ignored. And whatever the reason is, it hurts. But what hurts the most it keeping it all to myself. But it is not easy to let things go, is it??

I love: Life

I am thinking about: relationships; how complex they are.
I want: to get wet in the drizzle.
I wish: I could say what I want to whom I want.
I wonder: If I could ever be my old self?
I regret: hiding my feelings at many occasions.
I can't: hate anyone.
I am: exhausted.
I dance: on my own tune.
I sing: when I am in mood.
I need: a peaceful vacation with like old times.
I cry: less often now.
I make: others pissed off.
I write: mostly when I am upset.
I confuse: one who try to be oversmart.
I miss: Myself and I.
I try: to think a lil less.
I know: I am a nice person. :-)
I will: always be my favourite

Don't Sweat the Small Stuff--and it's all small stuff...

This weekend I have been to my hometown. I left on thursday evening directly from office. I forgot to bring any book or novel to pass the time while travelling. But I can say that I was fortunate enough, One of my colleague passed on one audio book to me. "Don't Sweat the Small Stuff--and it's all small stuff" by Richard Carlson.

It provides thoughtful and practical advice for those of us who take life too seriously. His wit and wisdom leave no stone unturned, touching upon everything from friendship, sex, and marriage to children, aging, and stress.

I recommend all of you to go through this audio book. This can be downloaded from here.